3 months later: I am back to Hong Kong.

I've been back to Hong kong for more than one month. Fast pace, lights shine, this is Hong Kong, this is the city that where my family and friends are in. I am back.

Days are simple, sometimes boring. At the first week home, I felt like I was not productive at all, I spent the whole day at home tidied up my room, and washed clothes, and then, I did the same thing again on the next day. Day after day, I looked at pictures that I took in the States. I missed my friends, I miss the south, I miss PC (Presbyterian College, the school I went to in Clinton, SC), I even missed GDH (the cafeteria which provides bad food). How weird is that.

But days started to become busy, as I realize I had to go through that boring days, I met up with old friends, I went back to church, I stared to read, and future planning. Things can easily fill up your life if you try to look for things that you can do ahead. I felt like I am catching up the normal pace of this city, I did not stay at home that often, I had things to do. However, I know I am just too nervous about the life here.

This is unexpected. I thought I can adjust it pretty good and be willing to continue to live here. I was not worried about the future but now I am. So many thought in my mind, I can't stop worrying. In the past 6 months, I had awesome experiences in America, and I wish I could go back some day to work, or say, to live. I treasure those beautiful memories, and I want to create new memories. But at the same time, family and friends are here in Hong Kong, my parents don't want me to leave. Seems there are a lot of things for me to consider, and they will be big decisions.

Then I came to God. I asked, God, would You bring me back to States? Or You want me to stay here, to serve people here, to serve You here? I believe the power of prayers, I know if I ask, He must answer. There is one world, and we live in the same global village, you don't have to stay at one place forever, there must be somewhere far away belongs to you, which will be a way more suitable for you than the place that you are living in. Experiencing America in the past 6 months was a blessing, it was provide by God. Maybe one day, He will bring me back, and meet some old friends again, and we will create better memories.

You will never know. Just keep praying until something happen.